It's hard to tell on what I rely
I really really really want to fall in love i do
but also you're so hip and poetic it's true
but does either one reign, i don't know, i sigh
maybe three days will tell
for this i am excited, but also scared out of shell
who else can i talk to for so long
we share the heartfullesk and then fun pointless
but also speak of many akind of carress
such a thing can easily pollute
and if it becomes what we stand on, i say shoot
shoot it down, shut it out, shout no more
scream it away from the core
what i want is to be true
perfectly clear, just me and you 
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From: KRS10
Date: Jan 11, 2005 3:42 PM                            

If the letter were at the high point of ed
the words would not be too much differently said
except not in time
in excellent rhyme
but with him, the love so strong includes
quite a remarkable reality skewed
it seems that love was made up, not made,
so with truth at a loss the caring was paved,
it was a magical faerie lab,
a place my mind rode to in a cab,
because perhaps i'm too much a sap,
but in retrospect at the ending
maybe it was just pretending,
Was it really ME and HIM making eachother melt
or, more likely, just the way we felt,
feelings we made up because we so much wanted to love,
but wanting to love isn't always enough,
so now with you I'm waiting to see what's real
instead of relying on what i'd like to feel.
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hey lady
do tell me
what would the letter have said
if it were at the highpoint of with ed?
would it go far above, or even compare?
since the time was more same with share
if you do not wish to tell i would try not to care
just interested in where i stand
and hearing from you every strand
of thought in that brain of yours
it is an infinite train, cars many scores
but anywho, hey dad of hers ears
i hope you find my love sincere
please tell me if you find it not so
or find some way that you can show
for if i'm not completely in
then a mess i do not wish to begin
for her it all should go right
and here i am still drinking sprite
it's bad for you it's bad for me
it's made by the coke company
they have no regard for all around
and here i am still offering my worked ground
cancel
good now?
if so
wow
if not
make me ready, this is the gal i wish to be with steady me and you