From: KristRARRn
Date: Aug 31, 2005 1:22 PM      

the curdling stomach, i couldn't tell
how i waited for you to cry or yell
well deserved and much expected
I can't say how sorry, sorry you were neglected,
must say there's surprise to see that you accepted,
but so quickly, too fast,
those curdling feelings last,
But afternoons are time to tell
that I love you greatly, with love swell-
ing up and out you're more than enough
I can't explain, and that's why it's tough
I long for your total comprehension
of what's not reasonable, for suspension
of your mind to see what's done
but still understand that I love no one
like I love you, an dI never will
because of the way you fill
my nostrils with your finger,
the way you say stay and it makes me linger
I'm sorry to turn and replay for you
what should have been yours all along
Sorry, my love that I can't undo
what's done, i've never been so wrong.
Forgive me if you can
and loathe me if you can't
kill the fishes, kill the man,
what you crush is insignificant
for all the destructive blow
i've caused i just wish you could know
how wonderful you are

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Jeremy
Date: Aug 30, 2005 1:46 PM

bad afternoon, snarling indeed
what is this greed
you want me, but i'm not enough
you want more
that's not what i'm here for
i'm all yours
if you're all mine
i'm no swine
don't take portions of me
and portions of her
and definately not portions of him
i thought it was all clear
i thought it was forgiven
but i still can't stand the thought
and it comes back
and it comes back even more when
you do the same thing in my face

utter distaste
losing feelings of everlasting chafe

i think i'll kill a fish



i THINK i'll KILL a FISH



















stop it
or stop me

kill it
or kill me

or care







i feel like shit

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: KristRARRn
Date: Aug 29, 2005 11:43 AM

good afternoon darling
with quantitative business methods snarling
saying, "enter my doors at four"
and I'm hoping it's not a great bore
tomorrow, grand days
is set in the ways
of writing, the class that is
which makes my brain just fizz
unlike you who does not stop at fizzing
you force my blood to rush by, whizzing,
bubbling up oh how nice to be
talking on the interweb to thee


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Jeremy
Date: Aug 23, 2005 8:38 AM

i'm not working again till friday

i think i thought i was, but no

no worries
you know you can call me during the day

but not this exact moment
i'll be gone for a few hours


luff luff



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: KristRARRn
Date: Aug 23, 2005 2:05 AM

oh nose
i have morphed into a poo
well a larger poo that i was previously
i meant to call you
i thought i'd be home by 12 but
hangups
late
too late to call indeed
snuck aboard the inter-ship
to tell you that no
the scandalous rumors are not true
i still love you
i had just gone over to myb rother's to wish him a happy bday
they said he'd gone to price chopper and would return quite soon
but return soon he never did
and i sat
sat
sat
then i sped
sped
sped
but alas
your phone did not ring
now sad a song i sing
for i did miss you ridiculously all this day
and did now i shall miss you ridiculously all this night
did you say that you were scheduled for five days straight?
that is lame because that means you are working again this Tuesday morning
aaand I told AShley I'd play tomorrow night
if you wish I could probably ring you around 1
i dont' know how long you would want to stay up tuesday night
i'm sure you're dead tired
especially if you waited up for a doofus
me.
anyhoo
I will attempt to call you tomorrow night, and then again on Wednesday
i love you shnookum-bugar-puffs
goodnight
kristRARRRRRRn