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THE MYRIADWE WILL BE DISAPPOINTED TOGETHER*Bolded are the lines most important to me i'm waiting with my arms up high my eyes pulled tight to lines of worry that you won't meet me here tonight am i reaching enough? am i reaching at nothing? am i reaching enough? am i reaching at all? tonight we will be disappointed together this sickness for your hands abounding like some holy disease a perfect symphony resounding For so long I felt like I couldn't reach any higher It felt like I had devoted my life to God I don't understand why it took me so long to figure out that I hadn't I was asking for something, so that due to it I could dive in finally but it never came. or maybe it did. but not in any way I could've imagined myself being satisfied with. sometimes I'm just so scared that i'm not giving enough to God It feels like I've devoted every aspect to Him but it feels like there should be more I still feel like I'm a bit in control even though i've given that up and when my something came, and when my something left how much more disappointed can one get? but then i felt infected by a neverending need to be in His embrace and so much good has come from that but I still want more I still doubt my 'reaching' efforts I'm still worried that I'm not meeting with God properly are my efforts satisfactory? are they useless? are they comparably non-existent? |